The Beauty Of{Donatello}A Broken Heart

[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia sighed and just laid down beside the river closing her eyes and let out a massive sigh, upon her back as her pants gript her slender thys and stomache. So much had happend and she just couldn't hadel staying in that house at the momment.
For once she was getting along with Rev, then it blew up in her face.
She rolled over and looked at her self in the water and glared spashing it away and sighed, she hated what she saw llooking back at her.. Someone scared, heart broken and alone.. She was never any of those things, she used to be happy, to be inlove.. now look at her..
She sighed, and laid back and closed her eyes. Her slender frame shaking alittle as she bit back tears.}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello was walking around looking for Alia. He found Arric and asked her and he said that Alia was out by the river but Don made Arric promise that he wouldnt tell her he was here. He walked towards the River and saw a girl laying down that looked like Alia. He decided he was gunna surprise her. He smiled and ran towards the River. He jumped on top of her and laughed a little bit. "Surprise!" He said with a huge smile on his face. He missed her soooo much. The reason he never wrote back to her was because he was working SO DAMN HARD to get together money and to move here too. It took him forever but here he was! And he had a hair cut. His hair wasnt as long as it used to be. His hair looks like it does in his siggy.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia looked as she felt someone ontop of her, seeing it was Donatello she almost smiled, almost started to forgive him then glared, holding her anger and pulling back her hand and smackign him SO HARD across teh face getting up and walking away, turning back around she yelled at him
A fxxkING YEAR OF NOTHING, NO PHONECALLS, NO LETTERS NOT EVEN A TEXTMESSAGE!!! DO YOU REALIZE HOW WORRIED I WAS!!! She screamed and clentched her fist. Her braclets just now falling over scars and deep slightly heald cuts on her wrist.}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello was there smiling at her. He DEFINENTLY wasnt prepared when she slapped him and it was hard. His head kinda flung to the side as she slapped him and there was a huuuuge throbbing on his cheek. Owwwie. Whatd he do? D; He watched her get up and he knew his face was beet red from her slapping him. He got up to and started to go after her when she started to yell at him. His mouth hung open when she started to yell at him though he hung his head low cause she was right but he had a good reason. "Alia I didnt have time. Do you know how much my brother and I had to work to get here? I just wanted to get here to see you again. I wanted to come here so we could be together again." He spoke grabbing the sides of her shoulders gently.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia glared at him, her eyes filled with tears. Her body shook and she cringed away from his touch and started to cry. Just.. Please...Don't get mad at me.. She spoke and finally leaned into his touch placing her head upon his shoudler.
What ever you do.. please dont get mad at me.. She spoke agian, she was going to tell him what she turned into while he was gone, the pathatic girl she was now, with the cuts on her wrist..}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello looked at her and sighed when she started to cry. He listened to what she said and he pulled her into a hug kissing the top of her head. "Im not mad at you love.. could never get mad at you." He spoke kissing her head again. "Im sorry about not getting in touch with you... You know how my parents are and ontop of that I was working my ass off cause I cant stand being away from you for too long." He spoke hugging her close. He missed her sooooo much.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia nuzzled into him and continued to sob, leaning back she sniffled up her tears and showed him her scared and cut wrist. She closed her eyes and waited for the yelling or chastizing.
Arric nore Rev know this.. She spoke and she hicuped from crying. Her body shook and she was about to fall limp upon her kneas, she hadnt ate in awhile, not since Rev was arrested.}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello listened to her sob and shhed her trying to get her to stop crying. He looked at her wrists and saw how they were and he grabbed her arms very gently and looked. "Alia..." He said simply and gently and he listened to what she said. "Did you do this because of me?... Because I didnt call you or anything?" He asked suddenly feeling very bad and guilty for not talking to her. He wanted it to be a surprise and it wasnt supposed to be like this. He watched her fall to his knees and he did too trying to support her and hold her up. "Hey hey I gotcha." He spoke putting and arm under her legs and behind her back and picking her up. He sighed somewhat as he looked at her. Why did it seem that a lot of this was his fault?

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia looked up at him and she shook her head, No its not...Its from me being worried about you.. Its from Rev getting arrested...From Alexis almost dieing, from me just..Dealing with school, Arric growing so Distant,...The band.. Everything Don... When everyone paried off..I was alone.. She spoke and just went limp in his arms and nuzzled her head aginst his shoulder.
Don I've never felt so alone in my life, then this past year... She spoke and sighed, taking a deep breath, everyone was so intuned with the Band, and little young Alia was left alone... School work taking up her life.}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello listened to her and sighed. Well now he really felt bad. Maybe if he tried 5 times harder then he would have gotten here five times sooner and prevented her from doing this. He sighed and held her close to him nuzzling into her some. "Until the day you decide that you are done with me, im not going anywhere. I dont care what it is I am not leaving you behind ever again... Im so sorry Alia." He spoke nuzzling into her more. This DEFINENTLY wasnt what he planned.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia shook her head and nuzzled aginst Donatello and closed her eyes again trying to sooth her shaking body.I'm sorry.... She spoke and nuzzled closer, Can we go back home?.. She spoke and nuzzled more aginst him then leaned up placing a hand upon his cheek and pressing her lips aginst his, soemthing she hadnt felt in forever, was the soft texture of his skin, and she missed it so much. The way his strong arms felt around her, the way she knew she could be weak around him and he wouldn't care..
The things that made him..Him..}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello nuzzled into Alia when she did into him and he nodded at what she said and he got up still holding her and he started to walk to the Hiddica mansion. Even if he was new to this town he still had a photographic memory so he could find his way back there. "I love you Alia." He spoke kissing her forhead. It was something he hadnt said in a while. He felt her kiss him and he kissed her back. God he missed her like crazy.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia looked at him when he spoke of his love and she just smiled and nuzzled up into his neck. I love you two.. She spoke and nuzzled further into him and closed her eyes. Please... She spoke and was slowly falling asleep. Don't...Tell my..Brothers... She spoke and shivverd more, what would her brothers do about her cutting, that thought scared her more then anything.}

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[Donatello Fantasy]

Donatello smiled when she said that she loved him too. He nuzzled back into her a little bit. He listened to what she said and nodded. "Im not going to tell them unless they beat the living shit outta me and even after that I will try my hardest to keep my trap shut." He said looking at her with a smile on his face. He held her close as he walked cause he didnt want her to feel cold. Aaawwww.

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[Alia Hiddica]

_{Alia listened to hin and slowly started falling alseeep, her body relazing in his arms, as her shaking slowly desissed and she just felt...At home, the first time in a long while. She slowly feel asleep for a few hours untill she shot up layter on, waking up in her bed, she freaked for a few seconds, then she just gatherd.. Everything was a dream, just a broken dream that god was making fun of her, for... Falling inlove. She turned her head away and sat up holding her heart for a few seconds, then just hid the pain away walking down stairs opening the fridge and grabing a beer.}

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