[Moving In][Kimmy]

[Kimmy Wyatt]

When Kimmy heard him speak at first, she just stared down at the dog and didn't reply. But when she heard his next question, she looked at him. "Well, you know when I told you I loved you when I was breaking up with you?

" She said, biting down on her bottom lip. "I meant it.[/color]" The truth was, when she and Ian couldn't do anything physical their relationship was dull and meaningless, when she and Natie hadn't even gotten to second base and yet she still managed to love him. Sure, she definately wouldn't mind going all the way with him, but that was beside the point.

"I guess the fact that he was ready to commit enough to buy me a ring made me think that maybe I should start looking for someone who I can settle down with, not someone I'm just attracted to." She said, biting down on her bottom lip. "Spencer, Ian, and every guy I've ever gone out with were nice distractions, but...[/color]" She took his hand and laced her fingers with his. "Did you notice that through all of those guys, I've always ended up falling in love with you all over again?[/color]" She assumed that he wouldn't agree with what she was saying. He'd probably keep asking her why she cheated on him and broke his heart in the first place. And that would be her cue to leave.
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[[Nathan Dementia]]

- Nathan sat there contently playing with his fingers as he waited for her to speak. Yet what she said next didnt make any sense at first. When you really loved someone you didnt break their heart. You didnt walk away from what you knew you might never have agian. Nathan had almost killed himself over her, and now standing here, looking at her, he realised she wasnt worth dying. Nika had showed him that their were other people that would love him just as much as he loved her. "If you meant it,then how could you just walk away from me. How could you watch my life fall apart?" Nathan asked, for these were questions he had always wanted to ask her...question that brought closure.-

- Nathan listened to her continue, but the more she talked, the more it seemed like she was running. For she had loved Ian, and now he was no longer good enough because he was handicapped. When she talked about them being distractions, he sighed. Yes it was true, and yes this was what he always wanted to hear, but the more he thought about it was this really what he wanted? He felt her lace his fingers with hers, and he gently held her hand. " And everytime I let myself love you agian, you break my heart..." Nathan said looking down and away from her, he didnt want her to see his pain. Pain that should have been long gone, but was still burning as brightly as ever in those eyes.-

[Kimmy Wyatt]

Kimmy listened to Nathan speak, and it just brought her down more. "I don't know, I just...

" She felt tears form in her eyes, but she didn't show it. Instead, she looked away from him. "I had this fear of commitment.[/color]" She tried not to speak too much, because she knew he'd keep asking those burning questions that she honestly couldn't even answer. And at that point, it was too late. He thought she was some heartless bitch that broke up with a guy because he was in a wheelchair. Yes, Ian was out of the wheelchair at that point, but that didn't make her want to get back together with him. And besides, she didn't want to tell him that, because it would result in him asking even more questions.

What he said next really got to her, though. Not because it angered her, but because it used to be true. Used to be. And at that point, she just decided it was time to pour her heart out. "You know, I didn't break up with Ian because he was handicapped. I broke up with you because he was. And you keep telling me how you weren't good enough for me, but you're forgetting something. I broke up with Ian, moved all the way to Golden Gate, and left all of the people I loved in Keystone behind for you. And after going through all that to win you back, you still don't want me. So don't give me shit about heart break, because I know how it feels, too.[/color]" She knew he'd probably call her out on that statement, too, but she'd re-entered his life and she could leave it again just as easily.

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[[Nathan Dementia]]

- Nathan got slightly agitated with her last statement. Who was she to say any of that. She knew nothing of what it felt like to be repeatedly second everytime... to be a fall back plan for years. Kimmy wanted to love Nathan when it was convient, and when it was on her terms. For the longest time Nathan had been happy to be loved by her at all. But no more, he wasnt going to be the guy she ran to everytime something went wrong. He wasnt going to let her hurt him anymore. For he would be foolish to give up a girl who loved him, for one that would as soon as leave him the moment someone more amusing came along.-

- He wanted to love her, how he did. But he couldnt live by his heart anymore, it was just to painful. He had to think logically, he had to do what was best for Nathan. "I'm glad you know what it feels like. I'm glad you can finally feel what you did to me. Because that is the only way you will ever understand how much I loved you, how much I still do." Nathan said, his eyes looking over at her. -

[Kimmy Wyatt]

Kimmy let out a sigh when Nathan spoke. She knew he was right, but when he said he still loved her, she let her eyes widen a little bit. She let go of his hand and simply stared at him with a mixture of shock and confusion. "So let me get this straight. You still love me, but you're still not taking me back because you want revenge?" That honestly didn't make any sense to her. She knew he'd changed since she'd first met him, but she never expected him to choose his pride over his heart. She thought he chose love over everything, but apparently she was wrong. "I don't even know you anymore...

"

She didn't want to walk away from him yet, not until she gave him a piece of mind. And besides, she was living in her car until she managed to save up enough to get a dorm, so it was either there or back into her little mini coop. She looked back up into Natie's green eyes. They seemed like the only thing that never changed about him. They always kept that same look of hope, love, and desire that made her want to kiss him and never stop. And she couldn't hold it back any longer. She kissed him again, this time harder than she had before. She knew it was probably a stupid move, that he'd probably push her away, but she was willing to risk it.
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[[Nathan Dementia]]

- Nathan was about to answer her, but before he could, she had pressed her lips agianst his once more. A soft groan escaped agian, mostly because the force that was behind the kiss. Not to mention how badly he wanted to kiss her and never stop. Sure he loved Nika, he really did. But with the passion, the old feelings, and the risk, it was too much to deny Kimmy. Nathan kissed her back, letting one of his hands rest on the side of her neck as they kissed. Her lips were amazing, and surely intoxicating. -

- Nathan however broke the kiss, for he really needed to say what was on his mind. "I'm not doing this for revenge....I'm.." but he stopped himself, for what he would say next would ruin what they were having now. He was doing this, because he didnt want to hurt Nika. Nika had done so much for him, had been there for him after Kimmy had destroyed him. Nika took care of him, trusted him, and most of all loved him with a passion Nathan couldnt even begin to describe. What he was doing now was wrong, but he didnt care... for he loved Kimmy...loved her more then words would ever describe.-

- Nathan could only grin, before pressing his lips to hers once more, he never wanted the feeling of bliss to end.-

[Kimmy Wyatt]

Kimmy heard Natie speak, which caused her to bite down on her bottom lip. "Well, keep going...

" She said, curious as to see where he was headed with this. Though she really didn't even need to ask, because she knew for a fact what it was. Nika. The girl had never done anything to her, yet she was starting to hate the girl more and more. She got jealous so easily that she had even started to hate her own cousin back when she and Natie were together. And Kimmy was perfectly aware of this, but she didn't care.

She then felt him kiss her again, and she wrapped her arms around him so that she was holding him close. His kisses always seemed so perfect, and they always held deep meaning. Whether it was just to tell her that he loved her or a way of saying goodbye, she never wanted him to stop. But she knew what she was doing was wrong. She backed away from him slightly so that she could speak. "I'll always love you, Natie. I'm so sorry... for everything...[/color]" He probably had no idea how much it meant for her to apoligize. She'd wanted to for so long, and it felt so good to finally have it off her chest.
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[[Nathan Dementia]]

- Nathan listened to her apologize, and he just sighed. She didnt need to be sorry, he had dealt with his heart break and had healed. But no matter how hard he tried to put her in the past, he just couldnt. He wanted her and only her, he wanted to marry her, though he would never admit it. "I dont want to be with anyone but you." Nathan replied brushing a stray lock out of her beautiful face. He adored her, and it showed in everything he did.-

- He knew doing this was wrong, especially with Nika still trusting him so. "I'll leave her if you want me to.. in a heartbeat." Nathan said, his green eyes just searching hers. He wanted Kimmy, and only Kimmy. Other girls made him happy, but never satisfied, never completly content. Nathan just waited for some sort of sign, even if she didnt flat out say it, he would be able to tell if that was what she really wanted or not.-

[Kimmy Wyatt]

Kimmy heard what Natie said, and she had to admit, it made her heart rate speed up. There was just something about him that always managed to do that, and she had a feeling that she truly was in love with him. Of course, she'd keep it to herself, especially because she wouldn't want him to think she was leading him on. She then brushed her thumb across his cheek, scooting a little bit closer to him. But she wasn't going to kiss him. Not until all of her questions were answered.

She then heard him speak again, which caused her to look down with a red tone in her cheeks. "Let's take things one step at a time,

" she said, even though she wanted it to be more than just a crush. If he asked her, she would probably marry him right then and there. But she didn't want to rush anything, especially because it brought her nothing but pain in the past, with him in particular. She then looked up and into those green eyes, and they did the same thing that they always did to her. "I love you.[/color]" She muttered, kissing him softly. She wanted to be with him, but she'd have to start slow. Not that she wanted to, but she had to.

At that point, she wasn't sure if they were boyfriend and girlfriend or if they were still 'just friends'. Though she hoped that they were more than that, and she made it quite obvious. "So does this mean we're back together?[/color]" She asked, her voice filled with hope. She truly did have feelings for him, and she knew that if he gave her one more chance, she'd try harder to be faithful. But she wanted to take it slow so that if there was a drunken night, it wouldn't be as drastic as it had been before. After all, she was still a teenager. She wasn't going to rush herself into anything.
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[[Nathan Dementia]]

- Nathan smiled when her thumb moved across his cheek, it was oddly comforting in its own little way. He smiled at her as she scooted closer to him. He had to admit no matter how hard he tried to hide it, he had never really gotten over her. He had moved on was true, he had fallen in love with Nika, but not in the same way he had with Kimmy. Heck numerous songs he had written were about her, both good and bad. -

- He smiled when she said she loved him. God it felt good to hear those words coming from her mouth once more. To know deep down she wanted him as badly as he wanted her. He gently kissed her back letting his hand rest on the side of her face. When she pulled away he just smiled at her. "I love you." he said wanting her to know that this was for real. That he wasnt going to suddenly change his mind. Nathan for the first time in a long time was sure of what he really wanted and nothing was going to stop him.-

- When she asked him if they were back together he just grinned. "Defenetly." Nathan said smiling, as his green eyes caught the look of happiness in hers. The only thing that was bothering him was if she really would stay faithful to him this time. He had put so much love and energy into there last relationship.. and through it all she betrayed him. -

[Roxy Sanders &hearts]

[as kimmy, use your imagination. xDD]
When she heard him say he loved her back, she felt a wave of relief run through her. She was falling hard, and as much as she hated to admit it, it wasn't the first time. But this time, she was willing to give him her whole heart, and she trusted him to take her word for it. She laced her fingers with his once again, loving the feeling of his soft hands. "I can't wait to marry you.

" She sort of just blurted that out, but she couldn't help herself... partially because she was still tipsy, but also because those words were on the tip of her tongue. Though she knew she was taking it too far, and she regretted it as soon as she said it.

She then smiled up at him. "Really?[/color]" She said, happiness clear in her voice and eyes. She held him and kissed him again, wanting to remind him that she was finally ready for the real thing. After a couple seconds, she broke it so that she could speak. "I won't break your heart again, Natie. I promise.[/color]" But there was one problem. Now he'd have to dump Nika. And it was obvious that it wouldn't be easy for him... hell, it wasn't easy for her to dump Ian, either. She wanted to keep it to herself, wanting to keep everything in total bliss, but again, she had to blurt it out. "So what are you gonna do about the, um... situation?[/color]" She bit down on her bottom lip, trusting that he knew what she was talking about. Also, she knew for a fact that if Fallon found out, she'd probably hunt her down and kill her.
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