let it bleed. ~>> [fallon]

[Zackie Thorne]

Zackie walked down the sidewalk of the park for the second time today.. he was bored, okay? Jeez. He was wearing a studded belt with black tight-ish pants, and a Mindless Self Indulgence shirt. He was also listening to his MP3, which happened to be playing Let It Bleed by The Used.. The Used was his latest obsession, he loved them to death. He sat down on a bench and tapped his foot to the song playing, looking over the trees towards the lake that was awhile away. He probably wouldn't find anything to do here either.. except think about Atreyu's dead sister, who he never got to confess his love to. God, that sucked, and almost brought him to tears each time he thought about it, so he kept his mind off and continued to listen to music.

[Fallon Marie Dementia]

Fallon sighed and looked down. She was wearing her usual clothing. Her beat up Etnies sneakers that she had to pay for on her own seeing as her Father was pretty much a drunk mess every night and passes out and works the spends most of the money he made on beer again each night. He didn't really get her anything so she had to save up her money to get these Etnies and she has had them for a while now. She wished her Mother was still here but she decided that her family wasn't important anymore and just decided to take off. She sighed kicking at a rock on the ground. She continued to look at her self and next she analyazed her very ripped jeans. She knew that they were badly ripped but she again didn't really have money to get more jeans. She wished she could get a job but she wasn't 17 and most of the places around her wanted you to be 17 to get a job anywhere. That was pissing her off the most.

She sighed and looked at her black tank top. It was to hot to be wearing t-shirts or anything like that. She sighed again and looked around. She wondered exactly what she was doing there it was normal for her to be there though. She sighed and continued walking not knowing what and where she was going. She looked around and saw someone she didn't think she would see here. She felt bad for him she knew how bad he had it for Atreyu's sister. She wished that there was something she could do to help him. She looked at him and decided to walk over. "Hey Zackie how you feeling?"[/b] She asked him. They were great friends and she wished there was something she could do to help him. She cared about the boy and wished she could help him.

[Zackie Thorne]

Zackie sighed again as he saw Fallon walking towards him. He knew she had a lot of family troubles, and he felt really bad about it, but there wasn't much he could do. He didn't have much money himself. He took his earbuds out because he knew that Fallon would attempt to talk to him. It was really hot outside, he could tell because Fallon looked really overheated. He looked up as she started to talk to him. "I'm alright.. I guess... still upset a little, but don't tell no one," he said, sticking his tongue out at her. He still had that little spark in him. "Um.. how are you?" he said in reply, to be polite of course, he was a gentleman, even though there were people who wouldn't believe that.

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[Fallon Marie Dementia]

She looked at him he was kind of a wreck and she felt bad for him. She walked over watching him take out his ear buds. Wow that was like a miracle in itself. It was very rare to find Zack Thorne with no ear buds in. She smiled at him she knew he would need that. She smiled again and sat down next to him. She looked at him and heard what he said. She sighed and rested her head on his shoulder. "I am sorry Zackie I know how much she meant to you I could see it in your eyes everyday how excited you would get when you knew you were going to see her. I wish there was something I could do to help you. Don't worry your secret is safe with me."[/b] She said zipping her lip and smiling at him. She rested with her head on his shoulder. They were great friends and so seeing them like that wasn't unusal. She looked down. This was one of Elliots bad weeks so he would scream insults at her and he didn't know it but it hurt her when he did that. She would scream back and it would become a visious cycle. It was something she wanted to stop. She didn't want this to continue.

She sighed and looked down playing with her fingers gently. "I am okay Elliot's being a complete jerk has been for the past week now. He won't stop screaming at me whenever we are in the same room. He accused me of sleeping around when he knows for a fact that I haven't even slept with anyone. I don't get when he gets into these little moods of his. Then Dad has dug himself even deeper into the work and then even even deeper into the Bar."[/b] She said sighing talking about how her Father has been going to the bar every night and coming home badly plastered screaming at everyone and then passing out in the livingroom most of the time sighing some. "Why can't anything every be good why can't our lives go without drama for one week or so just one week."[/b] She said to him.

[Zackie Thorne]

Zackie felt her rest her head on his shoulder and he sighed, resting his head on hers. "Yeah.. I didn't even realize I was like that when she came around, all I know is that she was one of my bestest friends in the whole world and it hurt really bad to see her go.." he said, sighing. It was a sensitive subject for him so he couldn't do it easily without starting to tear up. And he didn't like his girl friends to see him cry.. it was sorta embarassing. He was supposed to be the tough guy, remember?

He listened to her as she talked about Elliot. He was never extremely fond of him. "Ugh.. dude, I told you he was a complete douche.. he doesn't believe anything you say. You and I both know that you're a virgin, why don't you just..I don't know, but so far, he's pissing me off," he said. "Well your dad.. your dad has his own reason, and it's pretty self-explanatory." he said, rolling his eyes a little. "Because we're just not lucky, I guess," he said, sighing.

[Fallon Marie Dementia]

She felt his head on hers and she smiled. She sighed some. "I could tell but that was because I was around you guys so much. You would seriously get this goofy grin on your face whenever you knew you were going to see her. You had it bad man."[/b] She said and sighed. "I know she was a great friend of mine to and it sucks that she is gone and never coming back. It really and truely sucks that she gone and never coming back."[/b] She said to him. She couldn't help but tear up some. She didn't want to think about her anymore she didn't like to cry in front of Zackie it showed weakness and something her Father drilled into her head everyday was that weakness was pathetic and you were pathetic if you showed weakness. Well then what was he all those weeks after his wife and her mom left her. He would cry non stop and that was considered alright. She rubbed his arm gently to show him she was there for him no matter what. She was alway there for her friends. Sometimes she wondered if she had a shoulder to lean on when she cried but she wasn't going to worry about that.

She sighed knowing that Elliot and Zackie were NOT the best of friends especially that one time when Elliot accused Zackie and Fallon of sleeping together. They weren't but it didn't stop Elliot from accusing her of it. That was a bad time. "Yea I know but he does have his good moments when he is being the big older Brother that he should be."[/b] She said to him. "I just wish he would stay that way all the time. I like that Elliot I don't like the mean Elliot."[/b] She said. She nodded his head about her Dad. "I know but she left over 6 years ago I just wish he would even think about his children and be there for us. Not be at work all the time or at the bar all the time. I just wish I had my Dad back."[/b] She said. She nodded. "Yea we are definitely not lucky I hate that we can't ever have something be good for even a short period of time."[/b] She said.

She sighed and looked around. She had, had enough of moping around. She jumped to her feet and pulled Zackie up to. "Come on let's go and do something anything to get us out of this little rut. We need to have some fun and we need to have it now."[/b] She said to him.

[Zackie Thorne]

"Oh dude, now I feel all goofy and shit. Thanks a lottt," he said, laughing. He sighed. "Yeah.. I don't really wanna talk about it," he said, trying to look strong and wiping a tear from his cheek. Zackie smiled gently when she rubbed his arm, it was good to know she was there. And he would always be there for her, no matter what. It was just how Zackie was. "Yeah.. I don't know, I've never ever seen him be nice to you but maybe I'm just around at the wrong times," he said, shrugging. "I wish you had your mom back too dude.. I hate how he can't even be there for you guys or you wouldn't be so screwed up and fighting all the time," he said, rolling his eyes. Zackie felt Fallon pull him up. "Yeah, okay, let's go do something, this is boring and upsetting," he said, putting one earbud back in.

[Fallon Marie Dementia]

She couldn't help but giggle when he said he was all goofy. He was alway goofy or at least he was mostly alway goofy when he was around her. She remembered all those times the three of them would goof around having a good time. She sighed she didn't want to get upset again that was the last thing on her mind. She needed to cheer up Zackie he was done and she needed to find some way to cheer this boy up somehow. She thought about something she knew she would away have Zackie by her side that was the kind of guy he was. He wasn't the kind to go oh you are in trouble but its not my problem. He would help out no matter way because that was the kind of friend he was. She at one point had a crush on him but it was little and it went away after they became friends. She realized she only wanted a friendship from and she was glad she had that.

She heard what he said and nodded her head. "Yea he can be sweet sometimes when he wants to. The other times he is just impossible to live with. But in truth he is pretty all the family I have."[/b] She said sighing some. She nodded her head she wished she had her Mother back sometimes to. But then other times she thinks about exaclt how much pain she has put this family through and she can't bare to even think about that woman. She sighed looking down. "Yea I just don't mind the working just the Bar and the drink is the part that I hate."[/b] She said to him She sighed and looked down. She just wanted a time in her life when there wasn't all this drama and trama dhe was sick of it she just wanted it to be normal for once in her life.

She saw him stand up and she started skipping some and watched him put an ear bud in. "What you listening to?"[/b] She asked him. She wondered what he was listening to. "Ohhhh gueesseeeee whaatttttt?"[/b] She asked drawing out the word. "Guess who is moving here sooonnnnnnn"[/b] She said to him. She knew who was coming but Zackie didn't. "Skyelin's moving her."[/b] She said grining knowing how Zackie kind of felt about Skyelin.

[Zackie Thorne]

Zackie listened to her giggle. "What, I do feel goofy," he said, laughing a little. "Well, I don't know, I like it better when he's there for you instead of against you.." he said, shrugging. "Just don't let him beat you up," he said, somewhat angrily, because that's what happened with Atreyu's little sister, she and her got beat up by their father, and he would never have that for Fallon. "I know dude, it's hard not to drink when it's right there in front of you, right?" he said, motioning in front of him like it was there. As they stood up he heard her ask what he was listening to. "The Used," he said, "lastest obsession." He heard her ask him to guess what. "Whaaaaat? he replied playfully. "Who's moving here? Tell meee." he said, jumping up and down a little. "Skyelin? God, she was awesome," he said, even though he had a teensy weensy little itty bitty thing for her. It wasn't huge, he just kind of liked her.